Jitters

As I lay in my extra long twin sized bed for the second to last time, I finally start to realize how comfy it really is. I can stretch out my limbs at the risk of my feet dangling over the edge, but they never do,

This first year of college has been an emotional roller coaster for me. However, being a girl, what isn't?
There have been many tears shed and even more laughs shared. Apparently the tears shed left a stronger imprint in my memory because I will not be returning here in the fall. Nonetheless, I have had some great times here, but it was never what I had hoped and expected it to be. Note: if you are planning to attend a school far away from home, make sure you visit the town it is in more than two weekend trips in your entire life. Otherwise you'll end up like me, realizing far to late in the game that Grand Junction, Co SUCKS. Unless you are physically cabable to/enjoy to climb mountains every weekend then you have no business here.

That reminds me...My ankle is still not functioning correctly so more likely than not my welcome home gift will be yet another surgery. Fourth time's a charm...right?

Today I am withdrawing from MSC. I am rather shaky in my decision making right now. I love it here. I hate it here. I love it here. I HATE it here. I LOVE IT HERE! I HATE IT HERE!.......I uhmm.....I don't know.

I am going to miss Kelsey so much when she comes back here and I don't I can feel it already. Going to college with my best friend was awesome. Being three hours apart from her when I really need her is going to be hard. Very hard.

This blog post is already turning into a pros and cons list so you can see how uneasy I am feeling.

Two more days...