As I lay in my extra long twin sized bed for the second to last time, I finally start to realize how comfy it really is. I can stretch out my limbs at the risk of my feet dangling over the edge, but they never do,
This first year of college has been an emotional roller coaster for me. However, being a girl, what isn't?
There have been many tears shed and even more laughs shared. Apparently the tears shed left a stronger imprint in my memory because I will not be returning here in the fall. Nonetheless, I have had some great times here, but it was never what I had hoped and expected it to be. Note: if you are planning to attend a school far away from home, make sure you visit the town it is in more than two weekend trips in your entire life. Otherwise you'll end up like me, realizing far to late in the game that Grand Junction, Co SUCKS. Unless you are physically cabable to/enjoy to climb mountains every weekend then you have no business here.
That reminds me...My ankle is still not functioning correctly so more likely than not my welcome home gift will be yet another surgery. Fourth time's a charm...right?
Today I am withdrawing from MSC. I am rather shaky in my decision making right now. I love it here. I hate it here. I love it here. I HATE it here. I LOVE IT HERE! I HATE IT HERE!.......I uhmm.....I don't know.
I am going to miss Kelsey so much when she comes back here and I don't I can feel it already. Going to college with my best friend was awesome. Being three hours apart from her when I really need her is going to be hard. Very hard.
This blog post is already turning into a pros and cons list so you can see how uneasy I am feeling.
Two more days...
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
A secret isn't a secret if you tell it..
I've realized it's very hard for me to keep secrets.
I have a feeling in my gut that absolutely refuses to go away until I let everyone I know in on it.
Recently I told Kelsey something that was really starting to get to me.
I wasn't sure how she would take it but to my relief she took it very well.
It's always good to have a friend that can take shocking news well.
Although, apparently it wasn't very shocking to her.
Anyway, the pain is gone and i'm living worry free as of right now.
While i'm at it, I should say that I don't intend for the purpose of this blog to be my way of filling the whole world in on my problems/thoughts. However, it's better than using facebook for that because literally the whole world can see what is written on facebook. I know there are not as many people looking at blogger.com which is why I feel like it's okay to vent on here.
Here's a little something I enjoy:
the lazy song by bruno mars
His tone is wonderful even if his lyrics are iffy.
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